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IV: Test

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CM: Rolling.

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IV: Uhm

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IV: Today is Friday, July 19, 2013. We are in Hotel Admira in Weiden in the Upper Palatinate.

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My name is Michael Aue from Medienwerkstatt Franken. 

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I am now conducting an interview with Mr. Jakob Fassler, who lives in Israel, was born in Mannheim and

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who was in the Flossenbürg concentration camp and who is going to tell his story now. 

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CM: (???)

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IV: Ok. Are you? If you are ready.

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CM: Yes.

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IV: Mr. Fassler, before we get to the whole story of camp imprisonment,

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I would like you to tell me a bit about your childhood and youth. 

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Where you were born, about your family, how you grew up.

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JF: Well, I was born in Mannheim in 1924. 

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As a child I attended elementary school L..., L1 or L2, K5.

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As of the 5th grade, instead of going to a Gymnasium [upper school]

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which was banned to Jews.. Gymnasium.

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But the Jewish community had a, had a...

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actually it founded its own school.

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And it was a Jewish school to,

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until November 9 or 10...1938. That was the Kristallnacht. 

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My father was Austri, uh Austri...

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IV: Austrian.

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JF: Austrian. 

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But he probably didn't have a passport. 

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He was expelled as a Pole on October 28, 1938.

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My mother and we children stayed in Mannheim until June 15, 1939. 

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Then we were.. we had to...

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My mother wanted to see my father...

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And she was given a red stamp, that's how it was called, in the ... to immigrate to Poland. 

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We went to Poland a few weeks before the war broke out. 

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About six weeks before September 1, 1939, I think, that is when the war began. 

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And then, uh, and then the Germans...the soldiers, and we were in...

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My father was born in Cracow and...

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There we had.. It is a bit...it is hard for me...

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to tell it chronologically.

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IV: You don't have to. Take your time.. Why don't you talk about what your father did for a living. 

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Whether you had siblings. So that we can learn a bit about your family. 

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JF: My father was actually a shohet {kosher butcher} for ritual reasons. 

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But because Shohet {kosher butchering}...was forbidden to Jews, I think in '33.

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And he was.. he didn't have any other profession, he became a kind of salesman. 

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Which is what most Jews did at that time. 

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They didn't have any other choice. 

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And that was...we had.. a hard time, hard life.

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As a child, I remember now, now I remember.

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As a child I suffered greatly from antisemitism. 

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As a child...Jew, ugly Jew, go to Palestine, go away. 

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in nursery school, I was in day nursery. 

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IV: Day nursery. 

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JF: Yes, day nursery. 

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I sufferered a lot. I was the only Jew in the class, with 40, 45 children. 

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Even the Hitler Youth were there. I even had a friend, he sat at my...next to me. 

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And he gave me the school...uh..

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When I didn't go to school on Saturday. 

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Then I went to his house to get the homework. 

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But otherwise, at school, uh...

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I remember that almost every morning, when we went into the school...in the K5.

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In the gym, a large ...gym with red flags and long, thin swastika flags 

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And I, a Jew, standing between all the children {swallows}

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The feeling...not very...really not very pleasant. 

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And...I don't know what else. 

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IV: Do you remember a little about the time of the Reichkristallnacht? 

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How the situation in Germany changed for you and your family?

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JF: Please repeat the question. 

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IV: Do you remember how things slowly changed around the time of the Reichkristallnacht? 

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In Mannheim, for you as a Jew. 

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JF: The change was pretty big, yes. I was scared to go out on the street. 

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Because our home, we were very religious. 

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As a Jew...child, I always wore a beret.

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And my nose...it is not very Aryan. 

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So people could recognize me from afar as a Jew. Dirty Jew. 

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Get out. Dirty Jew and so on. Many...

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So, I always had to go to the other side of the street. 

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I remember, on the corner where I lived, H7, that is where the Stürmer was. 

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Men were always standing there...many people reading the Stürmer. 

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And I...I wasn't allowed to...get close, uh...

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My language is not very good. 

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I haven't spoken German in 56...65 years. The whole family only speaks Hebrew. 

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And I have to ...I translate from ...from Hebrew to German. 

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IV: Take your time. I understand you fine. 

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And I find, the German is still rather perfect. 

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But it is difficult, maybe. 

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JF: Uh, well there. 

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Each time it got worse. And the fear of going out to the street and...

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I remember: On November 10, not even that. 

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In Mannheim, I think it was November 10, not the 9th. 

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Or the other way around. I am not sure. 

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I looked out the window, onto the street. 

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My friend ..lived there. His father was a merchant. 

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They took everything, the whole inventory, and threw it out the window and set it on fire on the street. 

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And I wanted to see... I moved the curtain a bit to the side. 

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My mother was terribly scared that they would see that Jews lived here too. 

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These kinds of little things were very important. 

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They made a big impression on me...I was 14 at the time. 

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That was very, very hard, I think. 

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If you ask me questions, maybe you have questions.

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IV: I ask...

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I can ask occasionally in between. 

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Did you hope that your situation would be better if you went to Poland?

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JF: I don't think I thought about that. Hardly. It was..

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IV: Your parents decided. 

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JF: Yes, they did. 

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Yes. 

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And even in Poland it was...the same. 

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The Wehrmacht came, then the SS came. 

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I worked at the SS in Cracow at the Pravel Tower {means Wawel}

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Or what was it called. It was a... the SS had a ...what's that called? A ...

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IV: Headquarters or politburo. 

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JF: I worked there for them. 

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And me, because I spoke German. 

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It was somewhat easier for me. But it was the fourth...then later...

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Wait... or maybe it was late 39 or late 40...I'm not sure, it was the...

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A ghetto was founded in Cracow and my parents tried leave the Cracow ghetto. 

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So, I don't know the date exactly. We arrived in a small village or a small town. 

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And the Germans were there too and from there I was sent to the camp...First. 

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IV: Then you were sent to Plaszow 

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Or to another one?

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JF: The Pla...that was actually...It was initially a company that...

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built streets through the woods. Above and below ground.

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Baumer and Loesch. I know that. From there I was sent to the camp in Mielec.

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That was a airplane factory. 

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I worked there for two years. I went from there to Plaszow.

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And (???) there I remember...I can...I am not sure what that was. 

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That is a black hole for me. 

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And from there I arrived in Flossenbürg. 

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IV: What happened to your family during this time? Were you the only one who was sent to the camps? 

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What happened to your family?

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JF: I had my father, mother...we were five children. 

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One...my older sister, she immigrated to Palestine in 1938 around Easter. 

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We, my older brother was also in the camps. 

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I don't know where.

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But he ran away from the camp, the concentration camp and got to Dombrowa. 

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And near Drombrowa he was brought back to  the camp and I was brought to the camp.  

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And from there, no information, nothing, not from my parents, or from my siblings. 

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I don't know. Everyone...

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IV: Until today, still nothing? 

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JF: Excuse me? 

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IV: Until today, you still don't know what happeed to them?

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JF: My sister, the older sister, she went to Israel. 

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She was around 16 years old. But she fell ill. 

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When I came to Israel in 1948, she couldn't believe what was going on. 

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She...probably...she...as a child... she was really just a child. And everything, she lost everything. 

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And that probably had a psychological impact on her. 

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But we... the whole family...no idea where they are. Everyone is gone. 

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IV: Ok, why don't you speak a bit about the journey to Flossenbürg. 

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How the story began. 

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JF: Oh...to Flossenbürg, that I know, yes, there. 

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From Plaszow...we were on a train for cattle...not at all meant for people. 

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We were inside. Everyone was given a piece of bread. That was around August, as far as I ...

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It was terribly hot, no water, no food, nothing. No, no toilet. 

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We couldn't get out or in. 

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It was terrible. The poeple were in...how do say that, in the wagon, right?

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IV: Wagon, yes. 

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JF: They died...they died of and uh...horrible. 

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A smell.... it was like, it was mass...it was terrible, terrible. So...

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It is hard for me, to tell it visually. 

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{clears throat}

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Uh..to...I don't know how long it took... maybe a week. 

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I arrived in Flossenbürg. 

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The first thing that happened. Water, water, water, water. We were so thirsty. 

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And the water was so, so, so, good. So sweet, so, so...

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Still today I am unable to forget the taste of that water. 

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And then I was in, they took me to, I think it was Camp Z...uh, in Block 22, for the sick (???).

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IV: Do you remember the arrival. What happened when you arrived in the camp. 

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What impression that made on you.

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JF: That ...the..

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The arrival was very.., we had...

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First there was the roll-call grounds. From the roll-call grounds we were ...I don't know how long that took.

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They took us to the de-lousing center. 

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We were there for maybe 24 hours. Everyone was totally naked. 

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The, the, the...clothes in a oven...I don't know. 

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On hot air, probably against...uh.

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IV: Vermin. 

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JF: Vermin.

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I forgot what they were called. And uh...

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I even remember that a man sat there naked on the corner. 

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And, and he was screaming the whole time: "I'm not a Jew! I am not a Jew!"

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Probably his father, or his grandfather was a Jew. 

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To Hitler he was a Jew. But he wasn't really a Jew back then. 

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That was the whole time, I remember now, him crying and screamng. 

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And that was quite.. Naked for a whole night and a whole day. 

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We thought it was, that it was showers.

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IV: Showers. 

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JF: Showers, yes. 

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Yes, in German it is called shower. Uh...

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They could wash themselves a bit. But you see, it was just for a certain time. 

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It was cold... it was terribly cold. And they called that an oven. 

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We stood... a closet...People standing together to warm themselves. 

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Everyone naked but everyone warmed themselves on another and so on.

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I need some help remembering. 

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IV: And then you arrived in Block 2, probably. 

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JF: Probably. Block... it was Block 2.. Actually, as far as I know, it was 22 or, or 11. No, Block 11, I think. 

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I had it, I think, uh I think...

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IV: It is not that important. 

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JF: Yes. 

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IV: It doesn't... it is more about the total story and not the small details. 

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JF: Then there was an roll call. There were three high officers, SS officers.

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Were uh, what is that called, the ill, the healthy and what is that called. 

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They wrote something on my chest in red.. I don't know what. 

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IV: Were you sick too? Or...You were sick at that time, right? 

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JF: I know that I was not sick. I was too, too weak. 

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IV: Or weak. 

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JF: Weak. But I had...probably I had... wasn't, uh...

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healthy and strong enough to be sent to work. 

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IV: Yes. 

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JF: Uh...I was asked what I am. So I said I was...

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I had once worked in Mielec in an airplane factory. They said I was a metalworker. 

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I wasn't a metalworker but they told me I was...You are a metalworker. So I was a metalworker. And...

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then I arrived in a, in Heinkelstra...Uh.

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What is that airplaine called? Uh...Henkel or Heinkel. Not Henkel....

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IV: Henkel, I think. 

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JF: And there, I worked there until, until the liberation. 

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I couldn't understand Polish...I didn't know the language. 

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But I spoke with a Pole who had been in Germany for a long time and he spoke German.

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So he said: "Now you will learn Polish from me." 

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He spoke Polish to me. I answered in German. We understond each other that way. 

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And, and then I... what did I...

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My work was in the fuselage, at the end of the fuselage...

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The hole for the axis... the wheel, the 

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I had to drill the hole. And, and, and for the hood...

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For the pilot I had to...so that they... that the hood stood horizontal, I used a file...

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I was probably... I was probably very..I did this well. 

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I was also able to to take aluminum ... these columns...

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They had to be straightened with a hammer. 

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With that I was also, I always helped the other people there. 

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And so I made it through with ...hunger ...there I don't need to see. 

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The food was a little water. And it was...

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If you were lucky, you got a little groat from the bottom. 

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And if you were unlucky you got the water from the top. 

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 I don't know what I...the food. 

231
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IV: And the housing or the entire situation in camp. You went to work every day. 

232
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JF: Every day.

233
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IV: You must have seen how the others were doing. Many had to work in the quarry. 

234
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How was the situation in general, including the housing in the barracks. 

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JF: In the barracks...ah..that was...in the barracks.. that was rather...uh...

236
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Every evening came...we got the soup. And...

237
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We were... we had...we were..we...between four and five people in a bunk. Three levels. 

238
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And ...once one of our comrades... died. 

239
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And before... he was sick and I went and I went and got the soup for him. 

240
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When he died, I didn't tell anyone, I didn't. 

241
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And I brought the soup for him and I ate the soup for about three days, or four days. 

242
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Until he had swelled up. I slept with him. 

243
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He was cold but I continued eating his soup. It was a great adv...

244
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IV: Advantage for you. 

245
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JF: Advantage for me. 

246
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And what else should I tell? That was awful, too.

247
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Those sleeping on top, they had better luck. The ones sleeping on the bottom, those people...

248
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They just urinated in bed and it dripped down on us. 

249
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I experienced so many things like that. 

250
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IV: But it is important to tell them because many people today cannot imagine what the situation was like. 

251
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And that is why little details like that are often so important. 

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JF: Yes, yes, yes. 

253
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IV: By then it was... you went through an entire winter in Flossenbürg. 

254
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JF: Yes, that was terr...

255
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IV: What was it like with the cold and the work situation and...

256
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JF: In the factory...

257
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I worked with a plumb, uh that I straightened out the hood with ... what is that called? 

258
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What is it called? What's it called? 

259
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IV: in the perpendicular... right angle (???)

260
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JF: RIght, yes. so that the plumb didn't wiggle, I put it in a can of water

261
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That the water held the can ...the plomb straight. Like a ... 

262
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IV: Like a level.

263
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JF: Right...yes, but really when a drop came on to...

264
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What's it called? Onto the lead, onto the base. That was so cold...it was.  

265
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The drips of water...became ice. That is how cold it was there. 

266
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My feet...we...I.. still today I suffer from my toes that froze. 

267
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IV: had frozen. 

268
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JF: Then I even received beatings, several, not just from uh...

269
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From uh, from uh, from uh from the...what are they called? Kapos. 

270
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IV: Kapos. 

271
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JF: But from Russians, too. They also had...I suffered under them too as a Jew. 

272
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IV: So they were fellow prisoners, the Russians? 

273
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JF: Yes. 

274
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IV: They beat you? 

275
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JF: From every, from all Eur...they were there from all of Europe. 

276
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Czechs, uh, the Czech was such a nice man. He helped me...helped me a lot. 

277
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But (???) Rus..., a Russian, he...me...I got it from him...I always had to run away or hide.

278
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When there was an alarm and the lights went out ... there were people there who were homosexual. 

279
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And I was afraid. I was young. I was probably attractive to them. 

280
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So I always went into the fuselage... and hid there so that they couldn't get me. 

281
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The head Kapo, he was a German... he also had a green... a green...

282
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IV: Triangle. 

283
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JF: Triangle, yes. I had a red triangle, as a Pole. 

284
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And and the first time I entered the barracks, he asked me my name... where I came from. 

285
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When I told him I was from Mannheim: "Ah Frauheim." 

286
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Well, I later learned that he was, he was homosexual. 

287
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And then I had to be careful that he didn't get me. 

288
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Every time, I ... When I was liberated in 1945, I was 20, almost 21, 20 and a half. 

289
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I hadn't shaved yet...even. And I looked like a girl. 

290
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You see, it was pretty dangerous for ... that I not get caught. 

291
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What else can I tell you? 

292
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IV: A few inmates were there who tried to flee. 

293
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I have heard that people who tried to flee were shot. 

294
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Did you ever see things like that? Executions or...

295
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JF: I saw things like that. 

296
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Five people were hanged. I was up in the barracks. They did a roll call for us. 

297
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Where we had... everyone had to watch. It was pretty far away. 

298
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But it looked as if they were made of cardboard, out of paper. 

299
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The people, they twisted in the wind. Five people. 

300
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I saw that, yes. It is... hard to forget something like that. 

301
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IV: There was also a crematorium. Were you aware of that? If you could speak about that. 

302
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JF: Crematorium, no, the people were burned there. Yes, but I was lucky that I was never in there. 

303
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Otherwise I wouldn't be here today. Uh...

304
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But they...the, the smoke and the, the, when someone was burned, uh, in...

305
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When something was burning in the crematorium, then that, that, the smell was like uh, hair, like burning hair. 

306
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The whole ...surroundings smelled. Uh...

307
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IV: The whole time in Flossenbürg, what was the most difficult for you? Or the worst? 

308
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JF: The hunger. That was the worst. We, we, among us, we always.. everyone told something. 

309
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That uh...we tried to imagine: If I could just get a loaf of bread, a knife...

310
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And I could eat it, as much as I wanted. No one says to me "enough". 

311
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That was the most important...I think...think. It is something like...uh...

312
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The worst of all that can happen. The hunger was so strong. Uh...

313
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At the roll call. At roll call...At the roll-call grounds...Sometimes someone uh...

314
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tried to uh, uh, run away. What is that called?

315
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IV: Yes, to flee, or...

316
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JF: Then they made an roll call, uh...

317
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Then the SS came, they took ten men...instead of the one that had run away. So ten men. Every tenth. 

318
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And I stood in the first row. We stood in five rows. I was in the first row. 

319
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And the people, always, they didn't want to be the tenth...and I had no...

320
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Where I was standing, I stayed there. And then (???) uh..

321
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The one to my left, he was the tenth. I was the ninth. The ninth...I am here today. 

322
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IV:  And what happened to the ones who were the tenth. 

323
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JF: They were, they were...

324
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Hanged or burned at the...everything (???). I didn't see everything. 

325
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But people talked about it. I once, I was beaten once. 

326
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I had managed somehow to get some potatoes from somewhere. I had hidden them in my glove. 

327
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They caught me with them. And then I was given, I, on the, ...I was, uh.

328
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I was put on a chair, my pants pulled down and the SS...

329
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Was it six or 20, that can...That happened to me a couple of times. 

330
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One man there, he was called Fuchs, and he also got 100 beatings with me. 

331
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And after the liberation I met him, but.. he was black, uh. from...

332
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What is that called? 

333
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IV: Blood.

334
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JF: Blood. Yes. I could... I had to see all of that. 

335
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You see, it is rather difficult uh.. How many years has it been? It's almost 70 years ago. 

336
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IV: It is almost 70 years, yes. 

337
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JF: It's been 73 years, hasn't it? 

338
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From 45 or so. That was 44 (???). I have forgotten a lot. 

339
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IV: As the liberation was approaching in the spring, did you notice, or did you know that the war was coming to an end?

340
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Was there still hope for liberation? 

341
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JF: Well, it was like this: 

342
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Probably a month, two months, three months earlier... we heard .. uh...

343
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probably canons from the Russians or Americans. We didn't know who was shooting

344
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But bum, bum, bum...(???). We were not given any real information (???).

345
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But that uh.. that...that....we were going to be liberated soon, no one knew...

346
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I can't recall that I thought about anything like that. Uh...

347
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Around...I don't know how long that was, uh.

348
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Maybe a few weeks before the liberation. I was liberated on April 23. 

349
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But that was probably in March, or (???) earlier. 

350
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All the Jews, all the Jews out. 

351
00:34:00.467 --> 00:34:11.566
There were more, almost 3,000 Jews in the entire camp. It was, I think, I heard, there were more than 7,000 people there. 

352
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IV: There were very many at the end, at least. 

353
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JF: We came... we, we marched, we got...

354
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If I remember correctly, we were given a piece of bread or, or, a loaf of bread, I can't remember exactly. 

355
00:34:29.000 --> 00:34:33.066
We went by foot. We...

356
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I had... but I had, had, still today I have a .. I had a large hole on the sole of my foot from uh, from...

357
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Frost bite. With pus and so on. I couldn't walk. Or only with difficulty. 

358
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My.. I had a friend, who helped me to limp...to limp along.

359
00:34:58.933 --> 00:35:07.999
We were five, five rows on both sides. 

360
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We walked ... from both sides we had...so...

361
00:35:14.267 --> 00:35:21.399
The SS were there...from Ukraine too, Ukrainians. 

362
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Each time when someone fell...

363
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IV: Fell. 

364
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JF: bum, bum.. We heard the shot. 

365
00:35:28.267 --> 00:35:32.999
And we, we were. I saw it each time, each time when, 

366
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someone in front of us fell... was shot, then he was on the side of the road. 

367
00:35:42.733 --> 00:35:50.332
He lay there and we, we continued to walk. That was possible. It had nothing to do with us. 

368
00:35:50.333 --> 00:36:01.132
So...we were so.. without any feelings, quasi..We were not human anymore. 

369
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We, we arrived in St..Stamsdo.., Stams.., Stamsdo.., Stams... 

370
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IV: Stamsried. 

371
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JF: Stamsried. We were presented there as robbers... thieves. 

372
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IV: Criminals. 

373
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JF: Criminals. So that the people wouldn't uh...

374
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And, uh, uh, that was at the end when the Americans came. 

375
00:36:31.300 --> 00:36:36.832
I had slept in a barn. 

376
00:36:36.833 --> 00:36:41.332
We stood up ...as the Americans came uh...

377
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From both sides, the, the, the the people stood on the street, the residents of Stamsried and we did too. 

378
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And it... I remember still today, the people called out to the Americans "Ho!" {raise his arm and waves}

379
00:37:00.000 --> 00:37:02.999
And I raised my hand too. Ha...ho...hand up. 

380
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And still today. I can't forget it. I was scared that the Americans might uh...

381
00:37:10.400 --> 00:37:18.399
withdraw and someone reported that I was happy that the Americans were there. 

382
00:37:18.400 --> 00:37:23.899
So  I put my hand down again, out of fear. 

383
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It is hard to understand, hard to explain. 

384
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IV: But in that situation, the guards, the SS men had already fled or had run off. 

385
00:37:37.500 --> 00:37:41.999
JF: I didn't quite understand what you...

386
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IV: In the situation when the Americans arrived.

387
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JF: Yes. 

388
00:37:44.833 --> 00:37:48.766
IV: And you were there too. The population on the one side, and you on the other side. 

389
00:37:48.767 --> 00:37:52.599
But there were the SS guards...beforehand they had somehow...

390
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JF: The, the

391
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that depends... that began differently. 

392
00:37:55.700 --> 00:38:04.699
We, we marched and walked and suddenly I saw on the slope, what is that called? 

393
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IV: Hill. 

394
00:38:05.333 --> 00:38:12.999
JF: An SS man on the hill, who put his hat under his sleeve.  

395
00:38:13.000 --> 00:38:20.099
And it was terribly strange. What is he doing? Why did he go down?

396
00:38:20.100 --> 00:38:26.632
We continued on, further and further. We had left Stamsried. Uh..

397
00:38:26.633 --> 00:38:33.466
And suddenly the people...stopped and we looked around...

398
00:38:33.467 --> 00:38:41.399
We didn't see any guards, no SS, no people. 

399
00:38:41.400 --> 00:38:51.932
And some of the people wanted to get away and me, with my, my foot, it was hard to walk.  

400
00:38:51.933 --> 00:38:58.399
I said...I said to my friend: "I'm going back to Stamsried." (???)

401
00:38:58.400 --> 00:39:03.832
We went back and met the Americans. 

402
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IV: Do you know how many days you had traveled, how long you marched, after you left Flossenbürg...

403
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JF: {shakes head}

404
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IV: Approximately. 

405
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JF: I don't know. Maybe two or three weeks, maybe more. (???) Something like that. 

406
00:39:19.267 --> 00:39:20.599
IV: So a long time, not just a few days. 

407
00:39:20.600 --> 00:39:20.999
JF: Pretty long. 

408
00:39:21.000 --> 00:39:22.332
IV: Rather long. 

409
00:39:22.333 --> 00:39:30.132
JF: Yes, yes, We were then, it was even ... the hunger was so strong...we had uh...

410
00:39:30.133 --> 00:39:35.599
At night, we had... we walked nights. 

411
00:39:35.600 --> 00:39:42.666
And during the day... the, the Germans were scared of, of...

412
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IV: Air raids. Bombardments. 

413
00:39:44.400 --> 00:39:52.266
JF: So we hid in the woods....and so...(???)

414
00:39:52.267 --> 00:39:58.999
I laid down on a field, on snow. 

415
00:39:59.000 --> 00:40:06.199
Water was... we didn't have any, so I ate the snow and drank it like water. 

416
00:40:06.200 --> 00:40:08.599
So much...such

417
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IV: Did you encounter anyone from the local population? You walked through towns. 

418
00:40:13.333 --> 00:40:13.999
You didn't see anyone...the others. 

419
00:40:14.000 --> 00:40:15.399
JF: No, no one else. They had...

420
00:40:15.400 --> 00:40:16.332
IV: At night, they had...

421
00:40:16.333 --> 00:40:23.999
JF: They didn't want any encounters, yes. 

422
00:40:24.000 --> 00:40:27.399
IV: How did... how did the liberation actually take place? 

423
00:40:27.400 --> 00:40:31.266
What happened to you, when the Americans arrived?

424
00:40:31.267 --> 00:40:41.732
JF: That was...it...that was... the liberation was...The Amerians gave me a...I still have the letter today. 

425
00:40:41.733 --> 00:40:47.566
That I was a DP: A displaced person. 

426
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That I was in Stamsried and so on. I think I gave it to Dr....

427
00:40:55.667 --> 00:40:56.899
IV: Skriebeleit.

428
00:40:56.900 --> 00:41:01.699
JF: Yes, I have gave it to him. I am not sure. My wife, perhaps. 

429
00:41:01.700 --> 00:41:12.632
{speaks Hebrew with his wife}

430
00:41:12.633 --> 00:41:20.432
JF: She is not...I probably have it in my room, I think I brought the letter. 

431
00:41:20.433 --> 00:41:24.999
And, where was I? 

432
00:41:25.000 --> 00:41:29.766
IV: Yes, what actually happened at the liberation. You were so weak and sick. 

433
00:41:29.767 --> 00:41:30.399
JF: Yes. 

434
00:41:30.400 --> 00:41:31.066
IV: How did that...

435
00:41:31.067 --> 00:41:31.999
JF: We were...

436
00:41:32.000 --> 00:41:32.632
IV: You were in Stamsried. 

437
00:41:32.633 --> 00:41:39.666
JF: That was...we were...my friend...we were around four, five people.

438
00:41:39.667 --> 00:41:44.999
We, together...they put us (???) 

439
00:41:45.000 --> 00:41:46.666
IV: All together. 

440
00:41:46.667 --> 00:41:47.566
JF: Yes. Exactly. 

441
00:41:47.567 --> 00:41:56.832
And there...my f...one of us...he said...we are going...where are we going? What are we doing? 

442
00:41:56.833 --> 00:42:00.732
You are from Mannheim, good. Then we'll drive to Mannheim. 

443
00:42:00.733 --> 00:42:09.999
So we uh...there was a...not a train... a, a...the Americans had a...

444
00:42:10.000 --> 00:42:15.999
What is that called. A vehicle. Track vehicle. 

445
00:42:16.000 --> 00:42:16.999
IV: Tank. 

446
00:42:17.000 --> 00:42:20.832
JF: Yes, with wheels in front and chains in the back. 

447
00:42:20.833 --> 00:42:30.399
I was in one of those. We had a ...the train drove away to, uh, I don't know where to (???)

448
00:42:30.400 --> 00:42:35.899
In the end we arrived in Frankfurt. I stayed in Frankfurt. 

449
00:42:35.900 --> 00:42:40.866
Mannheim...I didn't want to go there...I had no idea what I should do there. 

450
00:42:40.867 --> 00:42:43.999
I didn't have any family left, none, none...

451
00:42:44.000 --> 00:42:50.999
Although I later went to Frankfurt...went to Mannheim.

452
00:42:51.000 --> 00:43:02.099
The concierge who lived below...Mrs. Keller...was her name. 

453
00:43:02.100 --> 00:43:08.666
And her daughter, she had gone to school with my sister. 

454
00:43:08.667 --> 00:43:19.266
And when she met me...saw me, they invited me...into our...where we had lived...in our flat. 

455
00:43:19.267 --> 00:43:25.666
And they all...they all started to cry. 

456
00:43:25.667 --> 00:43:32.266
That uh, that I came back, back...the only one, the the only one left. 

457
00:43:32.267 --> 00:43:35.666
IV: You were in various DP camps too .

458
00:43:35.667 --> 00:43:35.732
JF: Yes. 

459
00:43:35.733 --> 00:43:39.199
IV: Do you remember where you were and for how long? 

460
00:43:39.200 --> 00:43:45.266
JF: I was almost...about ...over three, three years, three and a half years in D..., DP camp. 

461
00:43:45.267 --> 00:43:54.266
I was in Poland, I was in Mielec, in Wieliczka, in Plaszow and in..

462
00:43:54.267 --> 00:44:05.066
That was, that was the above and below, uh above and below, Company for Above and Below Ground Construction. (???)

463
00:44:05.067 --> 00:44:12.999
Something like that. And that was not a camp, it was just barracks for... that was a bad place for me. 

464
00:44:13.000 --> 00:44:19.732
It was...in the woods. We had to work, uh..

465
00:44:19.733 --> 00:44:30.466
Good air. Food was...there wasn't any. There was also beatings. There was enough work, but there was no calm either. 

466
00:44:30.467 --> 00:44:36.832
So altogether, that was, that was the worst that I had to go through. 

467
00:44:36.833 --> 00:44:46.566
That I even survived that...that is hard to explain that that something like that is possible. 

468
00:44:46.567 --> 00:44:51.732
IV: If you could try to explain, what do you think why it was?

469
00:44:51.733 --> 00:44:52.232
JF: (looks at IV doubtfully) 

470
00:44:52.233 --> 00:44:57.566
IF: Could you try to explain...to reflect: Why is it that I survived? 

471
00:44:57.567 --> 00:45:05.999
What do you think? How can it be? 

472
00:45:06.000 --> 00:45:13.732
JF: I think, the hunger was the worst. The, the, 

473
00:45:13.733 --> 00:45:21.699
Who only, only on...what, what, what will ...will I get something to eat? 

474
00:45:21.700 --> 00:45:26.166
What will tomorrow bring? Will I get food tomorrow? Will I get a piece of bread? 

475
00:45:26.167 --> 00:45:33.032
I think that was the worst...thought. What will come?

476
00:45:33.033 --> 00:45:36.499
I don't think that I thought about that much. 

477
00:45:36.500 --> 00:45:41.999
I cannot remember. The hunger was the worst. 

478
00:45:42.000 --> 00:45:44.399
IV: And that was the impulse to survive. 

479
00:45:44.400 --> 00:45:50.766
Probably, probably. An animalistic impulse. Can you say that. LIke a, like an animal. 

480
00:45:50.767 --> 00:45:57.932
That no longer thinks. It only wants to eat. 

481
00:45:57.933 --> 00:46:01.332
That is what I believe today.

482
00:46:01.333 --> 00:46:09.566
After I was freed and could eat...and was given food...then began...then they...

483
00:46:09.567 --> 00:46:15.266
then I...I began to think. But until then...

484
00:46:15.267 --> 00:46:23.999
I think hardly, uh so...I, I am not so sure, but I think that that was the main reason. 

485
00:46:24.000 --> 00:46:28.699
The animalistic reason, one could say. 

486
00:46:28.700 --> 00:46:37.999
I wanted...I think I was simply an animal...not a human. 

487
00:46:38.000 --> 00:46:45.732
IV: When you were liberated, you were put in DP housing or camp, at first, right? Do you remember?  

488
00:46:45.733 --> 00:47:00.166
JF: After the liberation, uh...I went to Frankfurt. The DP...Zeilsheim...Frankfurt is a camp for DPs. 

489
00:47:00.167 --> 00:47:01.999
IV: Yes. 

490
00:47:02.000 --> 00:47:07.066
JF: But I don't know... why that was. My friends, all my friends, 

491
00:47:07.067 --> 00:47:17.999
heard something about the Americans needing kitchen helpers. 

492
00:47:18.000 --> 00:47:23.999
And kitchen helpers, that was very good since there is food there...you can get food. 

493
00:47:24.000 --> 00:47:32.899
So I signed up there and they accepted me. 

494
00:47:32.900 --> 00:47:42.266
They gave me...clothes, food, housing...the Americans. 

495
00:47:42.267 --> 00:47:50.732
In a ... probably a school, the Americans were rekrid..what is it called? 

496
00:47:50.733 --> 00:47:51.599
IV: Recruiting.

497
00:47:51.600 --> 00:47:53.666
JF: Right. 

498
00:47:53.667 --> 00:48:02.732
For the Allies, for the soldiers, the Allied soldiers. And after that we came to...wait...wait. 

499
00:48:02.733 --> 00:48:08.866
That was the Josephskirchstrasse in Frankfurt. That was a school too. 

500
00:48:08.867 --> 00:48:21.599
And, uh...the Americans set up a kitchen there for the Allied soldiers. Americans, British, all the Allies. 

501
00:48:21.600 --> 00:48:30.332
I worked there for a while, and was extremely lucky...I just remember I had incredible luck. 

502
00:48:30.333 --> 00:48:39.799
I left the work with the Americans and, and...

503
00:48:39.800 --> 00:48:45.166
I had a...not a friend, but a school teacher.

504
00:48:45.167 --> 00:48:48.999
I cannot remember how I came to him. 

505
00:48:49.000 --> 00:48:56.732
He, he, he taught me how to drive. 

506
00:48:56.733 --> 00:48:57.199
IV: Drive a car. 

507
00:48:57.200 --> 00:49:01.399
JF: Drive a car. And, and...

508
00:49:01.400 --> 00:49:07.366
I got a car. A friend must have had the money. I don't know from where. 

509
00:49:07.367 --> 00:49:10.732
He bought a car, I had the driver's license.

510
00:49:10.733 --> 00:49:21.566
And then I had...I got... for the Allies, the Allies...

511
00:49:21.567 --> 00:49:23.999
IV: LIke a taxi. They were allowed to transport people. 

512
00:49:24.000 --> 00:49:25.999
JF: Taxi chauffeur for the Allies. 

513
00:49:26.000 --> 00:49:29.699
And that was very worthwhile. 

514
00:49:29.700 --> 00:49:35.266
I had...I was able to...uh.

515
00:49:35.267 --> 00:49:36.499
How is it called. I could...

516
00:49:36.500 --> 00:49:38.999
IV: Live, make a living. 

517
00:49:39.000 --> 00:49:49.299
JF: Until '48, around '48. After the...Israel...

518
00:49:49.300 --> 00:49:50.666
IV. Founding of the state. 

519
00:49:50.667 --> 00:49:54.999
JF: Then I wanted... I had a sister here, in Israel. 

520
00:49:55.000 --> 00:49:59.399
Then I...I had even signed up to go to America. 

521
00:49:59.400 --> 00:50:10.499
But as a Jew who was born in Germany. I had... the quota for...

522
00:50:10.500 --> 00:50:15.332
To immigrate to America, there was a small quota and, and, 

523
00:50:15.333 --> 00:50:25.399
and only a few people came... I was given permission to immigrate very quickly. 

524
00:50:25.400 --> 00:50:33.399
But on the other hand, I wanted to go to my sister. 

525
00:50:33.400 --> 00:50:38.332
That was very interesting. 

526
00:50:38.333 --> 00:50:43.632
I worked for the Americans and served food. 

527
00:50:43.633 --> 00:50:51.066
There was a Jewish soldier from the brigade from Israel, from Palestine.

528
00:50:51.067 --> 00:50:53.999
He brought me a letter from my sister. 

529
00:50:54.000 --> 00:51:01.832
How he found me...I knew him from before the war. 

530
00:51:01.833 --> 00:51:07.499
And he found me, I don't know. He brought me the letter. 

531
00:51:07.500 --> 00:51:13.399
When I read the letter my sister had written, that she, she, she, 

532
00:51:13.400 --> 00:51:19.432
that she would like me to come...

533
00:51:19.433 --> 00:51:27.999
And then, suddenly, on the spot, I made the decision to go to Israel. 

534
00:51:28.000 --> 00:51:37.366
And after about... It took a few weeks, before it was actually possible

535
00:51:37.367 --> 00:51:44.499
for me to immigrate to Israel. But it was not legal. 

536
00:51:44.500 --> 00:51:57.866
The British had...had...that was like Bernadotte, what's his name? 

537
00:51:57.867 --> 00:52:07.666
A Swede.. from the UN, the UN, well...

538
00:52:07.667 --> 00:52:19.432
In any case, I signed up and then...illegally, I got on a boat.

539
00:52:19.433 --> 00:52:20.032
IV: Ship. 

540
00:52:20.033 --> 00:52:24.432
JF: Ship. It wasn't a ship, it was a boat. We were 300 people. 

541
00:52:24.433 --> 00:52:33.832
From, I think from Trieste or from Naples, I don't know exactly. From where. To, to Haifa. 

542
00:52:33.833 --> 00:52:44.032
It took around, if I remember correctly, it took about 12 days before I got there. 

543
00:52:44.033 --> 00:52:57.832
And then, the military took me.  And I became a Jewish soldier. 

544
00:52:57.833 --> 00:53:01.732
IV: And later you...you saw your sister...

545
00:53:01.733 --> 00:53:02.266
JF: Pardon? 

546
00:53:02.267 --> 00:53:05.899
IV: Later you met your sister there again, who lived there?

547
00:53:05.900 --> 00:53:14.332
JF: I met my sister. She was sick then. Right, she was sick, she was in an...institution. 

548
00:53:14.333 --> 00:53:20.332
And she lived until 15 years ago in an institution and 

549
00:53:20.333 --> 00:53:26.999
She wasn't married...she.. she wasn't a normal person anymore. 

550
00:53:27.000 --> 00:53:27.999
IV: Because she was mentally...

551
00:53:28.000 --> 00:53:28.799
JF: Mentally...

552
00:53:28.800 --> 00:53:29.732
IV:...mentally ill. 

553
00:53:29.733 --> 00:53:30.099
JF: That was...

554
00:53:30.100 --> 00:53:33.299
IV. happened because of the situation. 

555
00:53:33.300 --> 00:53:39.066
JF: That was very... the only.. I had left. (???)

556
00:53:39.067 --> 00:53:43.732
What, what was left...uh all the rest of the family was gone: 

557
00:53:43.733 --> 00:53:47.666
Father, mother, the others, all the siblings.

558
00:53:47.667 --> 00:53:56.732
O...grandfather, two grandmothers, all gone. Uncles, aunts, all gone. 

559
00:53:56.733 --> 00:54:01.999
IV: Did you later try to find out what happened to them?

560
00:54:02.000 --> 00:54:07.099
JF: The...my wife didn't...often said. 

561
00:54:07.100 --> 00:54:15.999
I always thought..., thought about, because the whole family knew that the sister was in, in Palestine.  

562
00:54:16.000 --> 00:54:21.999
So anyone left, would know that he could come to Palestine. 

563
00:54:22.000 --> 00:54:30.399
And that...can...and that we could all meet again... 

564
00:54:30.400 --> 00:54:40.266
That is why I ...in my view there was no point in searching.

565
00:54:40.267 --> 00:54:45.732
Yes, maybe that was a mistake, I don't know. 

566
00:54:45.733 --> 00:54:47.266
But until today, no one has contacted me.

567
00:54:47.267 --> 00:54:49.266
IV: No one contacted. 

568
00:54:49.267 --> 00:54:54.066
Then you went to the military. What happened then? You joined the military in Israel. 

569
00:54:54.067 --> 00:55:01.999
JF: After the military, afterwards I went to a a kibbutz after the military. 

570
00:55:02.000 --> 00:55:09.899
Then after the military...now I am having a blackout. {laughs}.

571
00:55:09.900 --> 00:55:12.666
IV: Would you like to take a sip of water? A break? 

572
00:55:12.667 --> 00:55:13.066
JF: Pardon?

573
00:55:13.067 --> 00:55:14.232
IV: Would you to take a break and a sip of water?

574
00:55:14.233 --> 00:55:15.332
JF: Yes. Yes. 

575
00:55:15.333 --> 00:55:18.232
IV: You were in Israel. You were in a kibbutz. 

576
00:55:18.233 --> 00:55:21.266
Why don't talk a bit about how that developed. 

577
00:55:21.267 --> 00:55:26.999
You made a family. Just talk a bit about your life, how things evolved in Israel.  

578
00:55:27.000 --> 00:55:50.332
JF: Uh, after the liberation, after the liberation from uh, the military uh Na (???) 

579
00:55:50.333 --> 00:55:51.332
Blackout. 

580
00:55:51.333 --> 00:55:53.266
IV: Yes. Take some time to think about it. 

581
00:55:53.267 --> 00:55:57.332
Maybe you have to translate it. 

582
00:55:57.333 --> 00:56:01.932
What happened after you were released from the military in Israel. 

583
00:56:01.933 --> 00:56:15.332
JF: The whole time I have..(???) Now I am...(???) also thinking about, uh, what happened before, before I came to Israel. 

584
00:56:15.333 --> 00:56:27.332
I...this is...I have first to...to erase that. 

585
00:56:27.333 --> 00:57:04.966
{speaks Hebrew with son and wife}

586
00:57:04.967 --> 00:57:07.232
JF: He reminded me... he reminded me.

587
00:57:07.233 --> 00:57:07.332
IV: Good. 

588
00:57:07.333 --> 00:57:18.666
JF: We were uh...we were four friends from the military. 

589
00:57:18.667 --> 00:57:29.766
After the liberation from the military we went to Holon (???), now far from Tel Aviv. 

590
00:57:29.767 --> 00:57:36.399
In the south of Tel Aviv. Together we uh...

591
00:57:36.400 --> 00:57:45.266
Lived in one, in one room, rented a room. 

592
00:57:45.267 --> 00:57:49.999
And...

593
00:57:50.000 --> 00:57:53.999
Well...

594
00:57:54.000 --> 00:58:00.366
What did I experience there?

595
00:58:00.367 --> 00:58:00.999
IV: You don't have to...

596
00:58:01.000 --> 00:58:02.499
JF: Uh...we had, right...

597
00:58:02.500 --> 00:58:09.666
We, uh, had a driver's license.

598
00:58:09.667 --> 00:58:14.532
A friend, he had money. I never had, never had money. 

599
00:58:14.533 --> 00:58:20.499
But at least I had hands and was good with my hands. An uh...

600
00:58:20.500 --> 00:58:26.899
I was able... I had a driver's license, here in Israel too...uh...

601
00:58:26.900 --> 00:58:28.932
IV: It was valid in Israel. 

602
00:58:28.933 --> 00:58:37.732
JF: And then we had a car and...car...

603
00:58:37.733 --> 00:58:40.332
What...what happened to me?

604
00:58:40.333 --> 00:58:44.066
{wife speaks to him in Hebrew}

605
00:58:44.067 --> 00:58:53.999
JF: Yes, the friend...now I remember...I had forgotten the license (???).

606
00:58:54.000 --> 00:59:06.066
My friend, he was a good, uh...he was a ...worked as a... 

607
00:59:06.067 --> 00:59:14.032
He worked for..I can't remember how to say it in German. Uh...

608
00:59:14.033 --> 00:59:22.399
He, he had connections with uh, with...to find work for me. 

609
00:59:22.400 --> 00:59:25.666
But I didn't have a profession

610
00:59:25.667 --> 00:59:36.266
The man, uh, the man, he taught me welding. 

611
00:59:36.267 --> 00:59:40.732
What is that called, uh pank..What is that called? 

612
00:59:40.733 --> 00:59:41.066
Son: Lathe.

613
00:59:41.067 --> 00:59:45.166
JF: Lathe, on a lathe uh...what is...

614
00:59:45.167 --> 00:59:46.999
IV: Work, simply... to work. 

615
00:59:47.000 --> 00:59:48.999
JF: to work. 

616
00:59:49.000 --> 00:59:53.566
And he had...I made friends there. 

617
00:59:53.567 --> 00:59:57.899
I acquired friendships there, or how is it said. 

618
00:59:57.900 --> 01:00:04.499
And later they accepted me into a cooperative. 

619
01:00:04.500 --> 01:00:10.232
As a metalworker, as...I was there a long...

620
01:00:10.233 --> 01:00:19.999
I began as a metalworker, and then I became...what is that called? 

621
01:00:20.000 --> 01:00:24.232
That is a Mi..was a welder...What is that called?

622
01:00:24.233 --> 01:00:24.899
IV: Welding.

623
01:00:24.900 --> 01:00:28.866
JF: Welder, not one that...

624
01:00:28.867 --> 01:00:37.666
And over time I took courses...courses on electricity. 

625
01:00:37.667 --> 01:00:53.266
And I was ...over time I became a member of the cooperative. And...

626
01:00:53.267 --> 01:01:01.732
I was rather...I had a good status in the cooperative. I was a ...

627
01:01:01.733 --> 01:01:10.499
I left the cooperative when ...

628
01:01:10.500 --> 01:01:17.566
Not an engineer...no Abitur...but I had...

629
01:01:17.567 --> 01:01:22.999
taken courses and I was a ....

630
01:01:23.000 --> 01:01:25.666
JF: {speaks Hebrew with son}, son: advisor.

631
01:01:25.667 --> 01:01:28.332
JF: Advisor. What is that called in German?

632
01:01:28.333 --> 01:01:32.066
IV: I am not sure. Trainer perhaps, or...

633
01:01:32.067 --> 01:01:38.999
JF: For, for the entire factory..we were nearly 100 people. 

634
01:01:39.000 --> 01:01:48.066
And I came...I had...whoever had something...what is that called?

635
01:01:48.067 --> 01:01:56.732
With the job...real difficulties. Or didn't know something, or...

636
01:01:56.733 --> 01:02:01.399
I don't know many many of the words...

637
01:02:01.400 --> 01:02:06.999
And I earned a good salary there at the time.

638
01:02:07.000 --> 01:02:21.599
And then I had a ...friend who had a brother or his sister-in-law ...

639
01:02:21.600 --> 01:02:31.299
At that time.. I didn't know... I didn't have ... how do you say? 

640
01:02:31.300 --> 01:02:33.266
I hadn't known any girls. 

641
01:02:33.267 --> 01:02:34.066
IV: So no relationship...

642
01:02:34.067 --> 01:02:35.166
JF: Had no relationship with

643
01:02:35.167 --> 01:02:35.499
IV: Relationship with women...

644
01:02:35.500 --> 01:02:37.899
JF: with, with wom...with women. 

645
01:02:37.900 --> 01:02:42.066
And the sister-in-law, she knew my wife. 

646
01:02:42.067 --> 01:02:46.332
And the friend, he knew me..we had...

647
01:02:46.333 --> 01:02:50.166
They had...between us. How do you say that? A...

648
01:02:50.167 --> 01:02:52.999
IV: Well in Germany we would say "matched up". 

649
01:02:53.000 --> 01:02:55.566
JF: matched up until today.

650
01:02:55.567 --> 01:02:57.066
IV: Congratulations. 

651
01:02:57.067 --> 01:03:02.366
JF: We have been married for 65 years. 

652
01:03:02.367 --> 01:03:03.066
IV: Children?

653
01:03:03.067 --> 01:03:12.999
JF: Children...we have three children, yes. My son is here and my two grandchildren are here too. 

654
01:03:13.000 --> 01:03:17.066
IV: Did you, after you made a family...

655
01:03:17.067 --> 01:03:24.666
DId you ever speak about the past in the concentration camps and work camps? 

656
01:03:24.667 --> 01:03:29.466
JF: In the beginning I couldn't talk about it. 

657
01:03:29.467 --> 01:03:32.332
For years I was unable to..

658
01:03:32.333 --> 01:03:41.999
And when I saw something on television, a film or something...

659
01:03:42.000 --> 01:03:47.266
I couldn't watch it. Now it is easier for me.

660
01:03:47.267 --> 01:03:57.632
I am now much calmer, psychologically calmer. But the but...

661
01:03:57.633 --> 01:04:02.732
For many years I was unable. My wife, she...

662
01:04:02.733 --> 01:04:07.666
My wife, she had me...nights...I used to scream. I shook. 

663
01:04:07.667 --> 01:04:16.066
It took many many years. Now I have become much calmer. 

664
01:04:16.067 --> 01:04:19.899
Sometimes I still get...

665
01:04:19.900 --> 01:04:20.399
IV: Upset. 

666
01:04:20.400 --> 01:04:23.299
JF: Upset, yes. 

667
01:04:23.300 --> 01:04:33.166
But otherwise...we have a good life. My wife understands me. 

668
01:04:33.167 --> 01:04:37.299
IV: Did you ever receive compensation from Germany?

669
01:04:37.300 --> 01:04:37.999
For the time you were imprisoned.

670
01:04:38.000 --> 01:04:42.566
JF: Yes. I even received 3,000 Mark for my father. 

671
01:04:42.567 --> 01:04:49.999
For my mother 3,000 Mark. Because my parents were murdered. 

672
01:04:50.000 --> 01:04:55.732
I received...today I receive a...what is it called?

673
01:04:55.733 --> 01:04:56.166
Pension?

674
01:04:56.167 --> 01:04:57.499
IV: Pension. 

675
01:04:57.500 --> 01:05:05.899
JF: Pension of 400 Mark...400 Euro...And...

676
01:05:05.900 --> 01:05:12.266
But I, I manage today, I don't have any...

677
01:05:12.267 --> 01:05:16.832
I have children, they all studied. 

678
01:05:16.833 --> 01:05:20.999
The grandchildren too, they all study now and...

679
01:05:21.000 --> 01:05:24.999
Thank God, I am, I am content. 

680
01:05:25.000 --> 01:05:32.999
IV: Where did you get the idea to travel back to Germany and to go to Flossenbürg? 

681
01:05:33.000 --> 01:05:40.999
JF: I thought about...why this happened to me. 

682
01:05:41.000 --> 01:05:49.832
My son, I think... we were...wanted to make the trip and...

683
01:05:49.833 --> 01:06:13.133
Excuse me. I'll ask my son {speaks Hebrew with son}